When I found that I most likely have Aphantasia, it all clicked. As a kid when people told me to imagine… and would continue to tell stories I would be confused, but I just assumed that everyone around me was the same, as if they just knew that they were thinking of that situation, but they just saw black.
However, I have recently begun to wonder if this Aphantasia is related to memory and problems of recalling memories. As a kid my parents would joke when I couldn’t remember any of the holidays we had been on and say ‘Well, glad we spent the money on a once in a lifetime memory if you can’t even remember or picture it now!’ But I could never picture that certain place or situation we were in without someone showing me a picture. And after that, I could only ‘know’ that I had seen that picture, never picture it again.
Later, I would struggle in exams, especially in math's, as I could not remember what I had learnt a term ago, or the year before. I would always need a cheat sheet to remind me of formulas and even the basic things.
I am struggling a bit now and I don’t know if it is related to Apantasia, or if it is a separate thing that I need to get checked, as I have not found much on this.
Please let me know if you have similar problems or any answers.