@dpartis · Joined September 2024
On “I only see black when I try to visualize, EXCEPT during this one situation...”
What is so frustrating...when I am very tired and relaxed, and finally do see images instead of just black, I can't help but be a little excited, which makes my brain become more alert, and as a result, the images quickly fade away. But when I somehow manage to NOT get excited, and remain very relaxed, I quickly fall asleep. It's hard for me to stay in the doorway between wake and sleep. Too awake, or too relaxed...the door closes and it's all over.