RuoQing Zhao

I’ve found that during half-awake state, I can see colors in my visual field. By intensely focusing on one point, I can indeed perceive colors in that small area. But what’s most fascinating is that during this half-awake state, my body often feels numb, which is normal. However, when I try hard to generate colors in my mind, my entire body—especially my face and hands—starts tingling intensely. It feels like my old computer struggling to run Helldivers 2, with its fans roaring like a helicopter taking off. It’s as if both scenarios involve some invisible CPU working under extreme pressure.