Mark Amos

We lost our son to suicide a couple of months ago. I have aphantasia and SDAM and other than crying when he died, I don't seem to be experiencing grief. Once in a while, I see something that triggers sadness (usually a photograph of him) but other than that, I just don't. My wife, on the other hand still has periods of uncontrolled sobbing. I feel like I "should" feel more, but it's just not there - I assume because of the SDAM. I wish there was something more I could do for my wife, but for me, the sadness is just that I won't see him again...