Stephanie Truin-Vincent

Hmmm. I cant pinpoint the exact "thing" that lead me down the rabbit hole.. I do remember seeing an image on google of a red apple, and it was supposed to be a representation of different scale of Aphantasia. I realised I couldn't see anything at all. The back of my eyelids... I remember being really stressed and scared that I wouldnt remember my grandpa's face- after he passed away when I was 12. And my parents would urge me to "try harder" when I couldnt count the sheep jumping over the fence when I was even younger than that. I probably discovered it through a podcast or after a conversation with my partner, who has an incredibly vivid imagination. I could never complete the "what does this shape look like when you fold it" tests and i always struggled with maths. I also think I have objective/subjective fragmentation and am diagnosed with ADHD and ASD. Incredible how all my labels meld and blend into eachother. Maybe im just traumatised? :)