Susie Fein

Well, hi there everyone. I'm Susie 71 years old. I guess I found out I had Aphantasia a couple of years ago, through Google searches. I have always loved watching reality shows, especially the Show Million Dollar Listing, and thought how do these people stage these houses, and SEE how they will do it in their minds. And that's kinda how I reallized, I have never been able to see anything in my mind. Although, I dream quite frequently and can see everything in my dreams, and remember them, so that seems so strange that my mind can see that, but no have the abillity to just say picture this or that, and I can't. Also I am an abstract Artist. I guess because I can't picture anything in my head to paint. So with this style, I can just imagine, what colors I want to use, and maybe textures, etc. But if I had been able to picture things in my minds, I would have been a totally different type of painter. So that's basically my story.