Keen Trailblazer 7653

Same. I like detailed descriptions of landscapes and such in guided meditation videos. I can't see them, but I do understand the beauty of the places.

I am 59 and had no idea others could actually make pictures in their head. Lately I have been trying to learn to do meditation and ran into a "visualization" guided session and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't imagine a color, or a tree or even a simple flower. I almost cried and figured you must be some sort of spiritual yogi for this to work. So today I googled it, actually, trying to figure out how I could "learn" to visualize......and now I learned THIS. Right now, I actually feel very, very sad, realizing what I have missed out of and can never have. The faces of the people I remember, but can never see again. Reading up on more of it, so much becomes clear now. Everything just fits to me like a hammer on a nail. Like who am I even? And how am I gonna meditate?? It also explains my odd Ketamine session (prescribed) and why I don't seem to be able to see the things others do, for me it's all movement, feelings and maybe brightness and stuff.....