Hi there. You are not alone. I have been going through the same Rollercoaster the last 16 years. I feel sad that I don't remember happy moments with my friends and family and feel an outsider when people relive a good experience. I don't have had many negative experiences so my lack of memory doesn't really bring me anything good. But over time I tried to worry less and enjoy the moment more.. Bu even though I try it still hurts me... On the other hand.. I always thought I had a early form of Alzheimer... Aphantasia seems a better problem than that.. So in a way I am a. Bit relieved 😌 Thank you for sharing  

Interesting to read Edward. I also clearly have aphantasia and do not have any memory but for years I have had the fear that I murdered someone in a bus and hid the body (I didn't!! For the record) but in a strange way that dream years ago was so vivid, in combination with the fact that I do not trust my memories that I was never certain it actually happened or not. Luckely people around me have memories and confirmed that it could never had happened... Strange no? Thanks for sharing your story.. Makes me feel better

Hi there. You are not alone. I have been going through the same Rollercoaster the last 16 years. I feel sad that I don't remember happy moments with my friends and family and feel an outsider when people relive a good experience. I don't have had many negative experiences so my lack of memory doesn't really bring me anything good. But over time I tried to worry less and enjoy the moment more.. Bu even though I try it still hurts me... On the other hand.. I always thought I had a early form of Alzheimer... Aphantasia seems a better problem than that.. So in a way I am a. Bit relieved 😌 Thank you for sharing  

Interesting to read Edward. I also clearly have aphantasia and do not have any memory but for years I have had the fear that I murdered someone in a bus and hid the body (I didn't!! For the record) but in a strange way that dream years ago was so vivid, in combination with the fact that I do not trust my memories that I was never certain it actually happened or not. Luckely people around me have memories and confirmed that it could never had happened... Strange no? Thanks for sharing your story.. Makes me feel better