When in doubt, I write both spellings, with real pen and paper (doesn't work with a keyboard). The correct one usually feels right, the bad one doesn't, as in "not natural", "hesitant", "not fluid", irregular writing speed and the likes. So I guess I kinda learned the pen motion as the word spelling !?

I just found this website, and I also didn't fill the VVIQ test for the "same" reason : I do see a still picture as a flash when I think about someone / something / somewhere, but can't retain that image. So I do recognize people, and can even (sometime) notice changes like a new hairdo (not matching my postcard), but can't keep the memory long enough to describe it (what is the shape of the face? unknown. But if I have to find it on a list like in a police sketchbook, I'll likely end up close enough... as else it will feel wrong, mostly in my belly). The apple is more its concept, and I can see (briefly) pictures of apples I saw before in real life. The ball pushed on the table definitely rolled out and fell (I played pool before), but had no real size, color, actual person pushing it... until asked, when several images collide in a hurry (fast, uncontrolled, changing between photographs of balls I really saw before). I definitely ear voice(s) and music in my head, though, and can see/feel dance moves (and travel directions), one of my main hobbies. Brains are strange !

When in doubt, I write both spellings, with real pen and paper (doesn't work with a keyboard). The correct one usually feels right, the bad one doesn't, as in "not natural", "hesitant", "not fluid", irregular writing speed and the likes. So I guess I kinda learned the pen motion as the word spelling !?

I just found this website, and I also didn't fill the VVIQ test for the "same" reason : I do see a still picture as a flash when I think about someone / something / somewhere, but can't retain that image. So I do recognize people, and can even (sometime) notice changes like a new hairdo (not matching my postcard), but can't keep the memory long enough to describe it (what is the shape of the face? unknown. But if I have to find it on a list like in a police sketchbook, I'll likely end up close enough... as else it will feel wrong, mostly in my belly). The apple is more its concept, and I can see (briefly) pictures of apples I saw before in real life. The ball pushed on the table definitely rolled out and fell (I played pool before), but had no real size, color, actual person pushing it... until asked, when several images collide in a hurry (fast, uncontrolled, changing between photographs of balls I really saw before). I definitely ear voice(s) and music in my head, though, and can see/feel dance moves (and travel directions), one of my main hobbies. Brains are strange !